Everyday I wake up regretting that I was born "human." I traverse through this wasteland my kin have created and wish only I would return back to the ether I had been so cruelly sprung out of. I have tried to meditate on this existence, drink away all feeling(s), and obscure my brain waves with a myriad of drug cocktails both legal and illegal all with little to no affect on the misplacement I feel on this Earth. I even went to an optometrist only to have him inform me that my "third eye" was not a physical but rather a mental thing that must be opened. Either way the food here is really quite good.